sometimes i want to be darker

I've been thinking about my short film, about an anti-superhero and I have to make it normal for everyone in the class to want to make it -- everyone has to agree on the script before it gets made. Most of the ideas are so mundane and rote and beige. I love Tracy Emin. She is my favorite artist and I want to be her. I realized SHE is my Superhero. Drunk and pioneering. She found her calling and it's Confessional Art. She doesn't give a shit about wearing cute clothes or staying thin and what everyone else cares about. I'm not hanging around the right people. I need to hang around people like her. My head's not in the right place. And this is why I'm depressed. I'm going to go order her book right now. I love her.